Im Rachel and uhh.. My life is a definite roller coster. I've been through hell and I don't know if I'm still there or fighting my way back. I tend to loose every battle with myself and others. My confidence is shattered due to past mistakes. I have a hard time forgetting the past and hold on to my memories.. I try to be as happy as I can for my friends and families sake. I just want to vent out my whole life story sometimes others I want to go sit in a corner and be alone. My goal is to become happier by at least the end of the year..to appreciate life no matter how hard it is. And to stop hurting:/ physically and emotionally..